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The Art of Self​-​Sabotage

by Ari Carter

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1.
Fallow 02:36
By this time next year I think we’ll know Sowing salt with the seed, I don’t care if anything grows Tell me what could take root where the soil has gone to stone? Let the fields go fallow before I feed the Carrion Crow Carry on, Carrion Crow The Carrion Crow, carry on, Carrion Crow The Carrion Crow, carry on, Carrion Crow
2.
Carrion Crow 03:44
Carrion crow, well, have ya got no shame? Fill your greedy little belly, but I swear you’re gettin carried away again You gonna know my name Ain’t nothin gonna save ya when the golden jackal drags you away Oh, he gonna drag you away I swear, every odd year you’re coming down this way When the sun is in the valley and I’m praying for rain I’ll be three rows deep before I see your shade And you’re picking me clean before I drive you away Carrion crow, well, have ya got no shame? Fill your greedy little belly, but I swear you’re gettin carried away again You gonna know my name Ain’t nothin gonna save ya when the golden jackal drags you away Oh, he gonna drag you away Took twenty-sum-seven to amend my ways Let the fields gone fallow if the cycle would break I’ll be three rows deep beside an open grave It’s the last you’re gonna eat the smile on my face I said carrion crow Have you got no shame Fill your greedy little belly Just get carried away Said carry on crow While ya sing and shake You gonna eat your way Into an early grave And it won’t be long now, won’t be long now I swear you’re gettin carried away again You gonna know my name Ain’t nothin gonna save ya when the golden jackal drags you away Oh, he gonna drag you away
3.
I remember bursting into light Where there was smoke and embers There surely was a fire Broken open and unfurling No, nothing like a lotus in its blossoming Something like a pine cone from the ashes that remain I was mended with a lover’s smile Lips were where I saw that they should be But never touched her eyes Broken orbit, and I’m hurling No, not a satellite with any certainty Something like an arrow that left the bow awry I am all I will ever be packed inside a seed I am all I will ever be packed inside a seed I am all I will ever be packed inside a seed
4.
Who Am I 05:20
How that last blow fell so hard We’ve been swinging in the dark But now you’ve found the scars I was clinging to But could you make this crystalline An ocean’s fury set to polishing What ragged facets could be smooth Who am I, what is seen? Who am I, and what is seen? A gulf between Baby, don’t be so estranged No more beholden to me now than you have ever been I should probably sleep But how you’ve made this real for me Around the edges now of everything A nightmare lurking in a dream Who am I, what is seen? Who am I, and what is seen? I am swimming, yes, I am swimming Somewhere in the gulf between Track wet footprints in the hall Am I to follow till the path dissolves I should just leave for Denver now Somehow this feels like DMT Like secret minutes but conferred to me In languages I cannot read Who am I, what is seen? Who am I, and what is seen? I am swimming, yes, I am swimming Somewhere in the gulf between
5.
At the door without an invitation Alit before the bus could reach the station Caught my reflection from the window seat mouthing it’s over The night was laughing all around me Solemn minutes of a cigarette tallies Throwing twenty-sum shuttering shadows from Platform B Across the wilderness of my redemption If there is redemption O-o-o, to say the guilt is in the way you see the crime When that’s so beside the point I could beat that horse to death I could beat that horse to death O-o-o, the fool in me believes the answer’s at the end Of one more cigarette And I could smoke myself to death This always happens… Already running when I hit the gangway Threading lilac through a slate-gray ceiling The Sun with a burning patience moved over that eastern horizon I’ll be watching for the first light breaking All collected on the windowsill waiting Pick any moment, my sunbeam, and set me to whirling Such a fool, but love, I’m in the making I’m in the making [Chorus] This always happens to me... At your door without an invitation Whatever follows I am ready to face it Any moment I’ll be knowing for certain That door swings wide
6.
Lyrics: If my heart would kindly fuck off, I’d gladly get lost We could get back to feelin’ so lonely and cross if my heart… I am every seed rotting under a forest floor Baby, you were burning to see just what I would endure Didn’t really mean to let it all outside-in Cinder and ashes where beautiful aspens had been If my heart would kindly fuck off, I’d gladly get lost We could get back to feelin’ so lonely and cross if my heart… I am all of these dead branches waiting on a tree Baby, lay me bare on the winds of your honesty Did you really need to see it all inside-out? Beetling into the rotten rings, limb after limb (Inshallah, shallah, la, oooooo) And would not it be my luck If I could have been more careful with your love... If my heart would kindly fuck off, I’d gladly get lost We could get back to feelin’ so lonely and cross We could get back to feelin’ so bitter and lost We could get back to feelin’ so lonely and cross if my heart…
7.
Strange Loop 03:50
Why, I’d swear I’m at the center of this Entire fucking universe! With Everybody on the earth, just Living out the myth given me at birth Why am I not yet invincible? Love Only every seemed to pull one After one, another spool, un- ravelling, the wolves hidden in the wool I’ll overtake my ego, I was lagging just behind I’ll outpace this way of thinking circles in my mind I’ll be more prepared for love next time Why, isn’t this familial! I Mean to say familiar. Might Be the only possible love Story ever told! or the only one we know I’ll overtake ego, I was lagging just behind I’ll outpace this way of thinking circles in my mind I’ll be more prepared for love next time I’ll be more prepared for love next time

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Ari Carter's Sophomore release, born to a time of great tumult.

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released January 7, 2020

Ari Carter - guitar, vocals, harmonies
Quinn Sternberg - bass
Nicolas Solnick - drums
Jonah Divine - Sax on "All I Will Ever Be"

Engineered by Joseph Berg
Mastered by Chris Unck at Hi-Lonesome

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Ari Carter Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Ari Carter is an indie rock power-trio, the brainchild of Ari Kirkman, Quinn Sternberg, and Nicholas Solnick.

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